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This week was such an exhausted week. I kept this problem for i think 2 weeks and thank God it was done.. I joined a beauty contest in our barangay and i was really pressured. My emotions were mixed. I feel excited, stress, embarrass, sad, disappoint, happy, hayys..
I really don’t know what to do.
Make ups, production no., beautiful friends with same goals, heels, dresses, gowns, modeling, picture of you in a tarpaulin… It was all just my dreams an now that i have the opportunity, should i really grab it? or accept the fact that it’s not for me..
Lord! help me… I really don’t know what to do..
Last Friday, I went to Ms. Bagtas’ organizer to call for a help regarding with my problem which is getting involved of the school with this Ms. Bagtas Beauty Contest. I admit I’m so embarrassed with joining for this contest. I’m not tall, i don’t have confidence, I am even lack of knowledge that’s why i don’t want that school will be embarrassed just because of me but I just want the support of them not just because I’m Ella Dingal who’s the student of that school but an Ella Dingal who is there friend..
I thank God because my friends are still there for me keep on supporting meand trusting me that i can win the crown.. I so love them..
I thank God that the organizers of the contest are really nice, good, inspiring, heart-melting and touching. For only 2 weeks they already helped and taught me how to be responsible, matured through the problems, beautiful physically, and boost my fighting spirit up that whatever happens just FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!
I also want to thank God for the opportunity He gave for me. Whatever happens, I will just surrender everything to Him..
Maybe this time, I will just allow myself to decided what is best and what i want to do with the help of God and people who loves me I can do this!
I’ll still continue my journey in Miss Bagtas Beauty Contest. I’ll just enjoy, make new friends, let God decide and just concurrent to the flow that God has gave me..
